They say that periods of solitude are necessary for growth. I have been leaning into my solitude to learn how to be my best friend, to be the source of the energy that I expect, and how to navigate through the expectations and opinions of others.

Today I started similar to Day 1, but with a bit more sleep. I decided not to stick to my optimal 5 am wakeup time and let my body tell me when I had enough sleep so that I could start my routine then. I had a bit of flexibility today as my meetings were all grouped at the end of the day.

Sometimes bliss is having a completely spontaneous day with an empty to-do list. This is how I decided to end the year. Luckily I was surrounded by the right amount of love. Story told by Roshawnna Novellus.

I made it to the first day of the year. Bliss on 10. Happiness on 10. Love on 10

Today was a battle between 4 sides of me. We were only a few days into the surrendering game, so it was easy to forget how it felt. I fully enjoyed the soft life for at least the last six months so I could go back there with a snap of a finger. The 16-hour workday spanned 30 years of my life, and I finally kicked the habit in 2020. And he was all over my subconscious, an energy that was there even when he wasn’t in active focus.

I woke up keen on not repeating the contrast of the day before. I asked myself,why feel anxious when you can feel relaxed? The choice was easy, and I decided to let go and start the Surrender Experiment over. This was my life, and it was my time to live it.